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| So...3 more days of classes left...then finals! *sigh* I'm so ready to have school over with and go home!! Things are going alright the past few days though i feel like i am constantly racing towards the finish line and i don't get a break...:) all will be well in about ten days! Praying for those who are going through finals now...and a week from now! | | |
| OOOOOHHHH! Stress! I am so ready for break!! 2 weeks of classes left, and i am pretty sure i was ready to go home two weeks ago. I feel awkward, like i don't quite fit in with people, classes...I don't know, like i'm left out... I feel like people are mad at me and not telling me so, which is really frustrating because i can't fix anything if i don't know what is wrong...but then i could just be hiper sensitive and nothing is wrong...I don't know. I am so sick of second guessing everything that i have said or done..I am just ready to go home and get working making some money.... I know that everyone is probably having the end of year blues. Unfortunetly I am feeling like they are worse than normal. I know that all i can do is trust in God at the moment to do what He knows that I need...not just what i want. I hate being at the end of school where i'm so stressed that i can't stand it, and knowing that the end is so close, but i'm not ready for it! "Oh Lord I cry out to you! Help me get through what i'm going through, according to your will!" I just need alot of prayers right now, and i would gladly pray for anyone that feels the same...Which is just about everyone i'm sure. I just needed to vent i guess...
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| So school is almost over...my third year in college is almost over. 3 1/2 weeks left and then finals. It seems like it is going so fast and yet i have to just take it one day at a time, or i get completely overwhelmed. I know that teachers don't do this on purpose but it always happens that everything is due the same week, or even day.
I'm scared to death as i think more and more about the praxis II, I know too many people that have failed it that i know have done so much better in classes than i have. I am just having to put my trust in Christ that i haven't wasted the last three years of my life. I was getting very frustrated last night when as song cam to mind, maybe these will help someone else who needs them. Some lyrics that i have thought of lately are very helpful:
Blessed: Rachel Lampa
I may never climb a mountain so I can see the world from there
I may never ride the waves and taste the salty ocean air
Or build a bridge, that would last a hundred years
But no matter where the road leads
One thing is always clear
Chorus:
I am blessed, I am blessed
From when I rise up in the morning
Til I lay my head to rest
I feel You near me
You sooth me when I'm weary
Oh Lord, for all the worst and all the best
I am blessed
Verse 2:
All along the road less traveled, I have crawled and I have run
I have wandered through the wind and rain until I found the sun
The watching eyes asked me why, I walked this narrow way
I will gladly give the reason
For the hope I have today
(chorus)
Bridge:
You've given me joy
You've given me love
You give me strength when I want to give up
You came from Heaven to rescue my soul
This is the reason I know
I know
(chorus)
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| Sometimes my life just don't make sense at all
And the mountains look so big, and my faith just seems so small
So hold me, Jesus, I'm shakin' like a leaf
You have been king of my glory, won't you be my prince of peace?
And I wake up in the night, and feel the dark
It's so hard inside my soul, there must be blisters on my heart
So hold me, Jesus, I'm shakin' like a leaf
You have been king of my glory, won't you be my prince of peace?
Surrender don't go natural to me
I'd rather fight you for somethin' I don't really want than take what you've
given me
And I've beat my head against so many walls, I'm fallin' down, I'm fallin' on
my knees
And the Salvation Army band is playing this hymn
And your grace rings out so deep, it makes my resistence seem so thin
Oh, hold me, Jesus, I'm shakin' like a leaf
You have been king of my glory, won't you be my prince of peace?
Oh, hold me, Jesus, I'm shakin' like a leaf
You have been king of my glory, won't you be my prince of peace?
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| SPRING BREAK HERE I COME!!!! WOOOHOOOO!!! | | |
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